Di: The answer is yes, we do have permission, as you have made a contract to do this some time ago.
Dk: Diana, I would like you to scan (...X's...) body and see if there is anything there that might need to be contained.
Di: I have a sickening feeling here, but I don't think it belongs to (...X...); it's who's with him. I'm also getting that there are a number of them and they are trying to prevent him from fulfilling his purpose in life. This is a soul, a very advanced being and he has chosen some of the hardest lessons to learn while accomplishing his goal in this lifetime. I'm feeling a sensation around the neck, a very down person ... I'm feeling something on the left shoulder, as if someone is touching it ... I'm getting a heightened sense of awareness like your hair is standing on end at times as you perceive something is afoot or something you don't understand. A very beautiful person you are dealing with here. There's a soulful compassion here that (...X...) is unable to express. But it's all part of his make-up and the walls that he has built around himself, and I feel he needs to give himself permission to let his walls come down. If he could see who he truly is, he would have no fear; he would have no fear of people or his life. His heart is ready to receive Love of the highest order. I'm not talking about physical love, although he is wishing that, but first he must give himself permission to receive love in all its expressions.
There is a deep yearning; there is a soul cry that must be released. The battle cry of torment from different incarnations ... and there is an incarnation that is having an impact in this lifetime and that's where my olfactory senses detected the smell of natural gas. In another incarnation there was an explosion in a building and he rushed in to try to be of assistance to the others and he perished in that attempt. The thought had crossed his mind just before he died: 'How could there be a God that would allow this to occur?' And it's at this point that he shut off from his connection.
Dk: OK, Diana, I'm going to ask (...X's...) Higher Self to assist and bring (...X...) to that incarnation where (...X...) had that thought, 'How could there be a God that would allow this to occur.' And he shut himself off.
Di: There's a big blaze, the smell is terrible ... there's a gas leak and it's fueling the fire and there were people that were dead, and they died instantly. But, he understands at this point, that he too, is about to leave ... his clothing caught fire. But, at this point he also realized that he left the body before he actually went through the death experience.
Dk: (...X...) When you left the body, what did you think of the experience?
Di: There were things that he saw, that he didn't understand. He saw other souls there and because of his upbringing, he believed that they were demons and that this is Hell.
Dk: I'm going to ask (...X's...) Higher self what lessons (...X...) was learning in this incarnation.
Dk: (...X...) I'd like you to review your life in that incarnation to the areas where you were learning 'Trust.'
Di: I see him with his family, where there is a very strong bond and there's an experience where his father dies and this is where the 'Trust' is broken - at that point. He trusted his father to be with him always, but, he senses that from where he is reviewing it now, that it was his father's time to go and to assist him to be independent.
Dk: I'm going to ask (...X's...) Higher self ... was it your time to go, in that fire?
Di: Yes, it was at that time.
Dk: And what about all the other souls that also died in that fire, was it there time also?
Di: Yes, it was as it was part of a group soul experience.
Dk: (...X...) Now, what do you think about that thought that had run across your mind; asking if there is a God, that would allow this to happen.
Di: It had to be.
Dk: God, had to allow that to happen, didn't he?
Di: Yes, Ooh! (an Ah Ha moment) That comes in with that comment about God, He broke his 'Trust' with his God and he needs to reconnect. It was an experience that he had to go through to set the scene for restoring his 'Trust' in the different incarnations. It's one of these things that one must do.
Dk: It appears that the trust that was broken with your physical father coincides with breaking trust with your God.
Di: Yes, regardless of the name. If it's Great Spirit, God, Goddess-All-That-Is, Heavenly Father, you see, there is a dimension that is far greater and divine - more divine and it is all One, we are all One and we are all here to assist one another.
Dk: How do you feel now (...X...)?
Di: He's in Awe! He's feeling the Divine Presence ... it's a very humbling experience, having a review of these events and having an inner knowing what is right and what is wrong and what is pure. And the secret is to understand that it is all within - we all have the answers within. Why things happen, why things happen in life. And instead of blaming others for our circumstances we must recognize that we have chose to learn through the things that happen to us in the learning experience called life. We've chosen it all and it unfolds exactly as it should. And, you see, in this incarnation, one of (...X's...) greatest lesson is the lesson of 'Trust.' But, before he can trust others, he must learn to trust himself and he must look within and feel, feel that God spark, the Light of the Divine Presence that is within him, within all things.
Dk: I'm going to ask (...X's...) Higher Self to assist (...X...) to recall when he had that remembrance of the Divine God spark.
Di: Ooh, gracious, he's gone all the way back to the God Source. He's gone all the way back as the different soul groups were breaking away from the God Source and he's actually seeing that for himself and experiencing it. When they were breaking away, there could be hundreds of them in that group, then some broke away from that group until the group got smaller and smaller and came down to the one person, the one little spark of whole light; which is us. He is aware of that; he is still a part of the whole soul group of the God Source. It all goes back to the one thing and he can actually see this unfolding and it's very emotional experience, very beautiful, but at the same time he feels a sense of loss - he feels abandoned as he's the one that chose the experience to leave and experience learning through a physical incarnation or many of them as many as it requires for him to find the truth, the inner truth of who he truly is and his life's purpose.
Dk: And now, (...X...) can you begin to have a trust with yourself as you are now aware that you chose this experience?
Di: Yes, he doesn't feel abandoned anymore and that sense of abandonment was to assist him to go through not having the family experience in this incarnation, but it had to be. You can't experience wholeness if you haven't experienced the opposite. He had to feel like he was alone an innocent before he could connect up again and that's why he feels that he had no connection with family in the past, as he hasn't known family.
But, his understanding from this different perspective, from this dimension, he now understands that we are all One. And, therefore none of us are different because we are all joined - joined by the Divine Light, by the Divine Presence. Some people see it as a thread or chain but the experience of it is a higher vibration. It is hard to put into words, it's like an energy, it's almost like lightning striking, the energy that is in that lightning; the energy that connects us all.
Dk: (...X...) has this experience helped you reawaken an aspect of yourself that you have been unaware of?
Di: Yes, and he also feels a strong need to allow himself to experience this understanding fully and to share it with others. You have to share everything in your life, you need to share everything with others, those that are less fortunate in their understanding, you see those people that are less fortunate, in as much as they have nothing, the homeless people, and they are searching for something. They are not homeless, abandoned; they are merely here to learn the same way others learn. This doesn't mean that you must run out and give all your money away or all of your clothes away or your shoes on your feet; it's to give from the heart but that doesn't mean what you regard as your physical possessions. Whatever form it takes, they're merely a form of energy. The most important thing of all is the Love of Self. You have to learn to trust self in all that you do - whatever you do is right for you at that time because of the lesson that you have chosen to learn. You have to go through it in order to learn it. And you can't learn to give if you haven't learnt to keep everything to yourself. You can't share what you haven't got; you can't share understanding if you don't have it. You can't love share love if you don't love yourself, because if you don't love yourself, you don't have love. Trust of self comes from loving self.
Dk: Well (...X...) where did that come from?
Di: He's smiling here and he's saying... "You know, you know where that came from."
Dk: (...X...) Give yourself permission to forgive yourself.
Di: (after a long pause ... ) it's not easy, is it? This has brought up a whole pile of emotions here that he's had from the self loathing he's had at times.
Dk: Forgive everyone and everything that you perceive you need to be forgiven for - not only deeds but thoughts and share that forgiveness with everyone that you perceive misjudged, mistreated you or hurt you in any way, physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually; that you experienced in life.
Di: Ooh, Boy! You can see how his aura glowed when he did that. He felt a real self expansion when his whole being expanded.
At this point I explained to him about his Higher self and how he is only a portion of his entire spirit.
Dk: And now (...X...) after receiving this new understanding and being able to review the explosion experience, know that everything happens exactly as it should, how do you feel now?
Di: Right!!! He feels floaty.
At this point, I felt it appropriate to deal with the entities, (that were trying to keep him from completing his goals) the ones that made their presences known at the start of the session. In not dealing with the entities at the start; gave them an opportunity to experience everything that (...X...) experienced and in doing this I hoped the experience would give them a change in perception; not only the role that they are playing at the present moment, but the connection with the Oneness with everything. The opportunity to witness what unfolded with (...X...) gave them the realization into what they have been doing to (...X...) by trying to keep him from his path and what they were doing to themselves.
Dk: Now Diana, become aware of that sick feeling across the stomach area, that feeling you were aware of at the start of the session.
Di: It was from a number of them that knew that their time was up here, that they had to go. They got confused listening to the stories as they were spying on you. They have also learned a lot from listening and being here and they don't feel sick like they initially did anymore. It was the apprehension, the fear of being kicked out ... being abandoned ... (Ha ha ha! was the gentle laughter) recalling what was said earlier about being/feeling abandoned.
Dk: How would you all like to return to that God Source so you can all reconnect with your soul connection?
Di: They don't know if what he was experiencing would be the same for them or if it was just part of his world.
Dk: I'm going to ask each of your Higher selves to assist you all at this time and let you know if it was just his experience and if you all are a part of it.
Di: It's like it is for all of them and they are connected for a joint lesson and that is why they attached themselves to him; it's because of him that they learned. They thank you and they are saying that they are sorry for trying to lead him astray. But they thank him also being able to be with him and to be an influence so that they can learn.
Dk: All of you have an opportunity at this point to forgive yourselves and to forgive others and we can learn to love ourselves and to love others. Are you all willing to forgive?
Di: Will (...X...) forgive them?
Dk: Ask and you shall receive.
Di: Ooh Yeah!!! (...X...) can forgive them as he knows that he has chosen everything. He thanks them for helping him because in the end, they did.
At this point I called for assistance for helping them reconnect.
Di: There's a huge Light here and it's covering a vast area because there are more (entities) tuned into this (session) than you can imagine. A bright light attracts attention and a lot of them are going up... it's amazing... it carries on. Can we ask for the Light to remain a little longer in order to help everyone?
At this point I asked that the Light remain and then we continued on with our original session.